Are you praying for your purpose to be fulfilled?
The LORD will fulfill His purpose for me; Your love, O LORD, endures forever--Psalm 138:8
Know that whatever you may face, He will fulfill the promises He has given you, the promises in His Word, the purposes He has planned for you. He is faithful. He knows the plans He has for you, for a hope & a future, plans to prosper you, not harm you.(Jeremiah 29:11)
You can trust in the Lord with your life. Give Him your dreams and follow Him until they come true. Watch as He molds your heart to His! Your dreams may even change shape and become less about you and more about others.
Prayer and fasting, reading the Word and spending time in worship will prepare you to hear from Him and be led by His Spirit. Let Him have his way.
There is an anointing that results from your trials. There is beauty for your ashes and joy after the mourning.
"to give unto them beauty for ashes, the oil of joy for mourning, the garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness; that they might be called trees of righteousness, the planting of the LORD, that he might be glorified."